Lourdes Salazar Bautista lifted an old photograph of her daughter to her heart and smiled. It was late at night, and she was going through keepsakes that had accumulated over the years as she raised her family in Michigan. Her children, Bryan Quintana-Salazar, 13, and Lourdes Quintana-Salazar, 15, were sitting on the back porch as they tossed documents into a glowing fire in an effort to clean out the house. Pamela Quintana-Salazar, 19, sat opposite her mother, looking at old photographs. The family was preparing for the worst, yet still hoping for the best.

 

Soon after, Bautista was deported. She tearfully left Ann Arbor, a place she had called home for 20 years. Now she and her two youngest children, Bryan and Lourdes, stay with her mother in Mexico. Soon they will move into an apartment in Toluca, Mexico, where Bryan and Lourdes will attend school.

 

“Sometimes I can’t find the adequate words to explain to my kids that there’s no reason why they have to pay for their parents, being that they are citizens and they have the right to be in [the U.S.],” Bautista said. “They want to return to their schools with the lives they had in the U.S., since it is what they know.”

 

More than a month after the transition to Mexico, Bautista said she experiences a lack of employment opportunity and personal safety. She is hoping to find a job to support her children. “It is very hard to return to where you left one day looking for a better life,” Bautista said.

 

In the past, Bautista had been granted the ability to postpone deportation to take care of her children in the United States. This agreement lasted about seven years, in exchange for her husband’s deportation. Now, she faces a 10-year ban from the U.S. Her eldest daughter, Pamela, hopes to apply for a pardon once she turns 21 on behalf of her mother, which would allow her mother to come back to the U.S. Until then, Bautista and her two youngest children are separated from Pamela, who lives in East Lansing, Michigan while attending Michigan State University.

 

“I will continue fighting,” Bautista said. “So that one day we can return and live the life that, being American citizens, [my children] have the right to live.”

 

 

These photos were taken on four different days leading up to Lourdes Salazar Bautista’s deportation. In the time I spent taking these photos, everyone was understandably stressed and emotional. What this family is going through is not easy. My highest priority in photographing is to be sure the family is comfortable with my presence, and that I do not add any unneeded stress. Everything happened quickly, from praying around the table one night, to a whirlwind of errands and teary goodbyes in the airport.

 

I will be traveling to Mexico in October to continue telling the family’s story — the transition from an unexpected deportation. Their narrative needs to be heard in today’s political climate. U.S. Immigration and Customs Enforcement have arrested more than 10,800 “non-criminals” so far in 2017, as opposed to only 4,200 in 2016. Those numbers are rising, and Bautista is more than just a number.

More from this Project
  • Rita Mauget Ban

    Everyone who defends this says it’s about the law, it’s not; it’s about racism and anyone who denies it doesn’t have the guts to tell the truth, it breaks my heart…

  • Kathleen Braun

    This breaks my heart. I look forward to learning more about this family.

More from this Project

PHOTO ESSAY

New Addiction

October 13, 2015

Read More

PHOTO ESSAY

Syrian Exodus

December 22, 2015

Read More

EMERGING PHOTOGRAPHERS

Iubiri Urbane: Eastern Europe’s Urban Love Stories

March 28, 2016

Read More

Emerging Photographers

The accomplished dream of a Dreamer

June 1, 2016

Read More

EMERGING PHOTOGRAPHERS

Raising East New York: Portraits of black fatherhood

August 16, 2016

Read More

Emerging Photographers

Portraits of working class New York

November 1, 2016

Read More

EMERGING PHOTOGRAPHERS

Documenting my family as a first-generation American

November 23, 2016

Read More

Emerging Photographers

Venezuela torn apart

June 26, 2017

Read More

EMERGING PHOTOGRAPHERS

An emboldened right wing, a strengthened resistance

August 24, 2017

Read More

Emerging Photographers

Deported

September 25, 2017

Read More